December 2008
32 posts
3:24AM, and I just got home.
I had such a fun night, except all the drama involved. I missed Jek so damn much, and I got to spend time wit her tonight, not the whole night, but most of it. Everything, felt just like old times. I met more people and came slightly close. I remember Cat saying, “aren’t gay people the most fun?!” hehe. So I’m really fucked up right now I don’t know how I could be...
Everything was almost complete today
I got to see everyone again, but Jek. Right when I’m in town she can’t say hello. I missed everyone. So me and Felice met up Kj, Roach, and Aaron at union landing starbucks. Kj and Roach could not stop starring at me. Everytime I caught Kj starring she would have a smerk with the cigarette in her hand. Damn, getting hit on by lesbians, how yummy. Back to where I was. Well we drove to...
Stupid drama
First off why would I want to be you. Just because there is some ressemblence does not mean I was aiming for your look. I don’t know why you would be approached with this bullcrap, and then bring it on to me. It’s dumb dude. Now it’s squashed all thanks to a little conversation with my sister, thank goodness. It’s your little birdy telling you these things that’s...
“Dream about your future and then take your time to make it real.”
– Tarot
This morning was intense, yet funny
So Dennis kept calling me to go to Jeans house, I was like na foo’ it’s gonna be awkward. He told me repeatedly to get ready and hung up. Everytime he called back I was asleep. This went on for like an hour and a half. I told him I’ll only go to give him a ride, and there won’t be a chance I’ll be staying. Next thing you know around 3:30AM I made up my mind to go and...
Letting a few words slip off my lips.
I need to ease my mind more, just being around you eases more than just my mind, but more of me the way I’ve always wanted someone to ease me. I don’t like asking for too much, but hun you give me everything without permission. You are a straight up gentleman. I like that a lot because you don’t have to count on anyone else but yourself when it comes to anything. You coming by my...
I was at the doctors
Waiting for and hour or so. I was so bored out of my damn mind. I found out I have strep throat yet again. That’s gay. It’s always me, and only me in my family that gets strep throat.
I walked in the house and I told my dad I have strep throat. I was walking down the hallway and I guess my sister heard me. So she was like, “get away, I don’t want to get sick!”...
I hate the feeling of being sick
But then I love my raspy voice. I cannot move right. I feel so damn weak. Whenever I stand up from sitting or laying down I feel super dizzy. I need my rest, but I also want to be out and enjoy the holiday spirt. I spit out my Loogie and it was orange, not cool. I’m super sick. I can’t take in anything to eat. I’m hurting all over. It hurts so damn much to swallow. Plus my...
This just hit
I know somethings going on between you two. No need to hide. Things get out fast around school and out of school. Just a heads up.
Any ways, I got a new phone today. I got a Pantech. I can live with it because it has a keyboard. I’ve always wanted and needed a phone with a keypad because I text a lot. It’s much much helpful for me.
Well I love my best friend, no doubt.
Dinner was great.
Peeps; Manda, Hash, Ange, Gerald, Kg, Rob, Peter, Daniel, Mark, Jon, Jons bro came.
Thank you guys I appreciate it a lot. After dinner we headed to the bowling ally. We were supposed to bowl, but we ended up spending $10+ on basketball. I got addicted so bad. Kage and Jibbs were doing the punching game. Kage wouldn’t give up losing to Jibbs. Next thing you know some hella fob asian guys try...
Sins
Haha gangster, shut up. You a sinner too, but thank you thank you. I love you.
So change of plans. Turns out no bonfire, but whatever it’s cool. I’m having dinner at Sushi Kai with everyone instead. I’m about to head out right about now, so buh bye.
Kage Day
What a night I had. I haven’t drank that much in so long. Maybe because I’m not that big of a drinker, but when it does come to me drinking I definitely do drink. I tried to limit myself to less than what I usually do. Well I don’t really have a usual, I stuck to 11 shots. The rest of the night I smoked my lungs away. Hookah, cigarettes, and blacks. Shotgun and everything. I...
Puma
I heard of a sale at the Puma outlet in Gilroy. I went to go check it out with Gerald this morning. We left my house at 9:30 or so. We arrived and I was fascinated by the sale. Clothing is 40% off. The footwear is 50% off, so are the bags. I got myself 2 bags, 2 jackets, and 2 paris of shoes. Wait right there….Gerald got me one of the bags and the 2 shoes for my birthday. I love them, thank...
I'm wondering
Am I a horrible friend? What did I do to possibly make you act this way? I mean I am sorry for doing something a friend should not do. I just was not informed if I was supposed to take that next step. I am your friend, I love you, I would not want to do anything to hurt you, but it seems like I did. That kept me questioning, should I have told you? The thing is, you didn’t speak up when you...
“You’re officially my new addiction, I’d choose you over xbox”
– Beasty
I really like you.
You bring the best fun to me. Ups for you making the fun in me look stupid, and the fun you bring fantastic. It feels so unrealistic that I actually found a gentleman, not a boy, but a gentleman. You are the sweetest thing alive.
It’s 4:12AM and I just got home from Tylers sausage fest. I’m telling you, I have more guy friends than girls. I get along with them real easy. Everyone got...
There's a difference
between listening and understanding, I do both.
Recap on yesterday: So we all met up at the mall to meet with everyone. I ran into Manda’s art teacher and Mrs. Agulair. At that point I was screwed. So I hella had to sneak in the bus with them not having a clue I was on board. I made it to the point where I got on bart with no trouble. Then when we arrived in SF, Mrs. Hentishcke approached...
I just happen to
have a habit of chewing or having my headphone wire in my mouth. Odd ain’t it? Hmm, I have a field trip tomorrow for AP Art with Amanda, Gabby, Daniel, and Mark in San Francisco at the Art Museum. I’m excited because after the field trip we can stay there and do whatever. We’re just gonna go shopping and such. We have to be at the Great Mall by 7:45 or so to take the bus to the...
My birthday is in exactly one week.
I want this to be fun everyone. I’m having a party, but my sister isi control. She’s being whack about it all. She doesn’t want tooooo many people to come, I don’t know why, it’s pissing me off. I mean come one turning 16 is a big part. It might just be a kick it. I want it to be more than that though, ugh.
I want to dance, I want to drink, most important I want to...
I really really
Really miss the love of my life, Jek. Oh yeah, she randomly called me in fifth period because she just woke up. Now that is love. I miss her very much, I love this beezy. I haven’t seen her in months, how sad. Yet she calls me her girlfriend, what a girlfriend you are, just kidding.
Well off to school, first my pit stp to 7eleven. Toodles.
Two days ago
I chopped all my hair off, and got a fauxhawk. My ‘spouse’ digs it. I have about four bleached highlights. It’s damn sexy. I’ve never gotten that much complements in my life. It’s such a big difference I guess. I told everyone on Monday that their going to get a surprise tomorrow from moi. nd there you go hunny. All my hair is gone from my plan to grow it out for...
Girlfriend
I miss you. It feels like forever since we chilled. You suck, I’m going to start passig you letters through your locker like I do with my niece. We gotta great connection going there. I think it’s cute how me and my niece communicate at school through letters passed by our lockers.
Hmmm, I had a great day today. It was fun spending time with my nana since I never really get to see her...
I feel happy
Happy because I love spending time with my family. Happy that I can count on my friends with anything. Happy because I really really feel like tha happiest girl around you. Happy that everything you do, I can’t resist. Happy that my auntie brought back the most perfect memories. Happy, yet sad that I miss my uncle Rick. Happy that I should be proud of who I am, and who I choose to be. I just...
Christmas in the park
I love my two best friends, Hashim and Amanda. We always have the best random fun. Me, Hashim, and Amanda ate at Johnny Rockets right when we got off the light rail. Then We walked around the park for a bit. We got some hot chocolate. Very yummy. It had marshmellows, whipped cream, sprinkles, cherry, canndy cane, and chocolate syrup. Very yummy. We visited the picture place where we took our...
You are ridiculous
Why are you trying to play this game by yourself? You are doing the unnecessary….like on the reals nigga Have fun trying to prove something to no one. It makes me happy, that you’re making a fool just doing this. I really don’t give a shit, I mean common, look at me, at least I’m doing something worth my time. I also love the name calling, asshole.
Peace out!
“You are like my wonder bra, you are wonderful and you fitz me quite well.”
– moi on post-it
Angela
that kind of sounds like you’re talking about me?
Any ways, I had a long day. Very tiering as well. After school we all chilled for a bit. Deren stole my shoe off my foot when I was on Jb’s back. Then Kg took the other, then Angela and Neal took my socks off. Ugh beezy’s. I had to beg and beg and then the next thing you know, Gerald had one of my shoes.
So me, Gerald, Bj, and...
Girls Night Out
So after school Me, Angela, Mary-anne, and Linh went to the mall to help Angela shop for her winterball dress. She found one in an instant at H&M. We went to Nu Pair after and looked for shoes. We chilled there for a bit waiting for Julie to get her dresses at Forever 21. Then, we went to Tapioca Express to get some drinks and chicken. Then to Wallgreens to get hair dye. Now we’re all at...
Costco
w/ the brothers. Haha, I like that. I like that I’m hella cool with Gearbear and his brothers. So I went to Gearbears and we got picked up by Vince and Bj to go to Costco to go eat. I was so hungry. Hmm, Vince got a chicken bake and a churro. Bj got the same. Gearbear got 2 hot dogs(one for his mama) and a chicken bake w/ 2 drinks. I got myself a Chicken bake and a berry smoothie. Before we...
(5:31:28 PM): fitz you huh?
I went home early because I wanted to satisfy my mama. Then Gerald gave me a holla to go to Taco Bell with the guys. I said sure, why not get a bite to eat before I visit my grandma. As always I always pick on Jb. Earlier I posted an embarrassing picture of him on a Myspace bulletin. That’s my way of “love tap” also known as Angelas technique of showing she got love for you. Any...